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Only You can fill this void, only You can calm the quaking. 

Only You can help me find the purpose for which You made me. 

I seek without finding a way to express all the thoughts that are building inside that can’t mesh a hundred ideas all waiting to be found, in the mean time I feel like all the good ideas have already been used and anything that I could think of would fall away like only so much ruble. 

I want so badly to have an effect, to war against the machine with some semblance of success. I guess the question still remains…too who’s definition of success do I long to achieve is it wealth and popularity I seek, well no not entirely…I want to change lives to plant seeds and see the spirit of God move strongly through my ramblings but at the same time I would not mind if in the process we were granted some meager allowance. I would love to have more so that I could give more, I want to leave an inheritance…a legacy. Where do I even begin? How do I give these ideas wings so that they might unfurl and take flight? I am sure I’m not the only one asking. But alone in the process…guess I better go back to prayer. Lord please guide me. Don’t let me walk out of step…in accordance to Your grand design where things align and in glorious splendor lights shine brightly rendering all dark things to pass…reveal the way to me, that I might succeed in whatever You may ask. In Jesus Name, Amen. 

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My heart is heavy thinking about all the lies the world so easily believes about who God is and is not. Even now I know many people who believe they are God…or that there is no God. I know more who think that the universe is just a big cosmic energy and that we are all this energy and so on and so forth…no purpose, no meaning…

God gave me a purpose, He designed me with a plan in mind. He wove me together in my mothers womb intricately and with great detail leaving nothing undone that was not meant to be so. He determined that I would know and love Him, showed Himself faithful in answering prayer, delivering me from darkness and proving He was there.

While Satan works overtime to rob you of the truth, God came and died for you to show you of your worth. Scientist compel us to believe we evolved from an ape like species, no design but simply an accident…wondering how many had to die before evolution got it just right.

What a lie.
I don’t know what I can do…and I know it won’t be enough…when a whole world is pushing and shoving and struggling, the majority lost…I can’t imagine what I can do to undo the destruction…I can stand and shout the truth but who will listen? I live the proof, but still you turn away writing my living testimony off like it’s just a play. Well when the last act is finished and the curtain drops you better believe that everyone will kneel, everyone will drop…they won’t be able to deny the coming King in glory as He rides across the sky.

Every tongue will be declaring that Jesus Christ is Lord. My heart just aches so heavily for all who refuse Him now…please stop, please I am begging you…you are so precious…I love you, Jesus loves you, that’s why he gave his life for you…what’s so hard about believing and receiving that gift? Is it that you don’t like commitment, don’t want to be tied down? Maybe you want to be P.C. afraid to take a stand, don’t want to have to accept that someone is right and someone is wrong…instead lets all just get a long? I do you a disservice for letting you live that way…it’s nice to get along but I don’t want to see you perish due to my cowardly.

Let me tell you…Jesus is the only way…all the rest are naught. All roads do not lead to heaven and all god’s are NOT!!!! Oh please believe me!!!!

Lord God, remove their blinds…let them see you Glory divine!! Holy, holy, holy is the Lord almighty, His glory fills the whole earth…creation sings his praises and renders man without excuse. Stop with your stubbornness…break yee hard of hearts!!! Surrender and gain your freedom…or else you will be lost.

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Or…not.  I have been trying this past month or so to set up my house in such a way that it will be easy to maintain and keep clean. It is no small task considering the sheer amount of stuff we have managed to amass over these past five years ( that’s how long my husband and I have been married). I don’t need all this stuff and since we are moving to Japan I know we can’t take it all with us so I have been going room to room, space, to space decluttering/ cleaning each space. I have been taking “before and after” shots of each space so maybe I will do a longer entry with pics a bit later (after the fact).

In any case this said, I realized today that I have an alarmingly short amount of time left before my land lords would like to put the house on the market and an extremely long “to do” list before it is ready. Can anyone say AHHHHHHH!!!! To make matters more complicated…because they want to put the house on the market in May and we do not move till June this means packing a lot of our stuff and storing it at friends houses until right before we move when I will then have to bring everything back and unpack it so that the military will pack it all for us and be “responsible” for the shipment. It is just a lot of work and I am feeling overwhelmed. Any words of encouragement and much prayer would be appreciated!!!

 

 

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